realizations

As I'm sitting in interior design class, I have come to the realization that I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I am a junior in high school and it seems that I should know what I want to do as a career. In ninth grade we had to take a career research class, and decide what we want to do. I thought I knew then, but I realize now I have no idea what route I would like to take with my life. I don't know if I want it to be military, or if i want to choose some career. Maybe in design. Or something with animals. Or a spy. I have no idea.

Also, I'm so over school. I hate being forced to spend time with people who i don't want to spend time with, and do things I don't want to do. It seems I am the most noticed in my classes by teachers, even when I try not to be noticed and keep to myself. I get called out all the time for not being on task when half the class is off task, I get yelled at by administration for wearing a beanie, and I get refferals for having my septum pierced wheh other people have had piercings all year long. It also seems that the administration doesn't care at all about the students, anf how their life is at home. All they care about is getting them in trouble for breaking these silly little rules that have no purpose whatsoever. For example, a piercing. That's something you do to yourself outside of school on your own time. I don't think anyone has the right to punish you for that. I think school administrators should stop and think about how students life might be at home before they freak about little nothings.

This morning, my mom found out about my septum piercing. I have a doctor's appointment after school. I'm guessing it's to see if it is infected. I already know it's not. So I basically get to sit in a doctors office for like, an hour while listening to my doctor go on and on about how bad pircings are. fuuun...

I just really wish people could leave me alone.

On the plus side, this thursday will be three months for me and my boyfriend Jacob. :D

I want to hang out with him tomorrow and wednesday but I don't think I will be able too ):

I love

But I mean, "at least I'm not like Poe and I don't kill everyone I touch."

-Nicole.

TGIF

I'm so glad it's finally friday.
I'm pretty sure this is my first week doing pretty much all of my homework.
I'm trying to do better in school. haha.
This weekend will hopefully be a good one.
Tomorrow schedule:
1) Saturday school :/
2) Goodwill with Nicole and Jacob and maybe Morgan.
3) Show then maybe Jena's to chill with Remy!
Sound's like a fun-filled day (:
Oh, and today I realized how bad my memory REALLY is.
But I forgot why.
Of course.
<3

Thankful.

Today was a good day.
It was the first in a while.
I wasn't being nagged at by my teachers, and no one really annoyed me.

So latley I've come to realize how good I really have it.
I have food.
I have a home.
I have friends.
I have a family.
I'm getting an education.
Some people don't have any of that.
One thing that really annoys me is when people fuss over little problems like their hair, and act like it's the end of the world because their hair won't stay straight, or its too frizzy.
Or if they don't get EXACTLY what they want at some nice restraunt or something, and they make a big fuss about it.
Most people don't have these priveleges.
So I say suck it up and be thankful for what you have (:
hah, how Nicole says it: "You could be like Poe!"

Give Peace a Chance

Yes, the title was inspired by John Lennon since I'm eating Ben and Jerry's Imagine Whirrled Peace ice cream. :D

So as my bus passed my house today when I came home, I looked at my house and saw my cat running out of the garage. It was slightly cracked so my cats could go in there to avoid the cold weather. She then sat on my driveway and waited for me since she heard my bus. As I walked up to my house she started meowing and rubbing against me to be pet. How cute right? <3

I'm also very much enjoying the cold weather, even though today wasnt as cold as I'd like it to be. It's supposed to be in the 80's the rest of the week ):

Todays outfit:

Weekend<3

This weekend has been amazing.
I spent thursday with Nicole, Jacob, and Morgan.
I thought i was going to get my septum pierced, but i didn't. That was sort of disappointing.
So me and Morgan and Nicole and Jacob all sat around at Jacobs, until we went to WalMart and Spirit Halloween store.
We had a nice little adventure there (:
Then we went back to Jacobs house until Morgan later took us to Nicoles house.
I spent the night at Nicole's house that night, thinking we were going to see Where the Wild things Are at midnight, but that didn't exactly work out.
But it's all good because we went on Friday since we got the day off from school (:
I was sooooo excited to finally get to see the movie I've longed to see for so long!
Yes, I cried.
Goodbyes suck.
After the movie we went to Jacob's house and watched parts of movies.
Then Timmy came over and we walked around the mall that Jacob lives next to.
When it got time for us to leave, I went with Nicole back to her house and got to spend another lovely night with her because we went to H&M on saturday :D
On the way there we jammed out to my iPod.
highlight songs: I'm not your boyfriend Baby - 3OH!3; When You Look Me In the Eyes - Jonas Brothers; I'm In Miami Trick- LMFAO.
At the mall, I got some pretty cute clothes.
It's been a while since I've gone shopping so it was much needed. (:
Back at Nicole's house we quickly got out stuff together and headed over to her park because the weather has been just so amazing <3>